Meditation on edibles gets fucking nuts

I’ve been a regular user of edibles for close to a year now. One of my favorite things to do on them is meditate. I’ve been very curious just how quickly cannabis can help reach higher states of meditation. Last night I decided to listen to someone who had reached satori through meditation and decided to try what they said they do. I started to focus on my body and my head and trying to feel them equally as strong as each other. The goal was to try and lose contact by being as connected as possible. I got very close to forgetting my body and identity, but I got scared. I started to forget who I was and I was finally letting my breath be taken over by my body. I didn’t even feel my breath or any body process for a while. Scared the living shit out of me. Now I’ve never reached ego death on any substance but it felt close to how I imagine it would begin. My ego held on and pulled me back the moment I started to lose contact. This doesn’t do what I felt much justice as it’s somewhat hard to explain. Fucking nuts man. Has anyone else here experimented with deep meditation and cannabis?

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